Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in beckyvixen's LiveJournal:

Friday, July 23rd, 2004
12:28 am	You think you're fine... ...but you're really not. I'm lonelier then I think I want to admit. It's been almost a month since I got married, and I've made it to Norway. Got my residency papers in order now, and I'm legal to be here for a year before it has to be renewed. I suppose I should be happy about how fast the turnaround on that was. I've got my passport back, and now I just have to wait for my new status to trickle down into the rest of the Norwegian social service offices (like health care). Might be a while before they get their paperwork in order. *sigh* I've been hanging about on eBay a lot lately. That's what I tend to do when I'm sad...spend money. I've bought a whole lot of stuff in the past few days. It's not all bad...I mean, I did buy a digital camera so that I can have one of my own to take pictures to send back home. And the Compact-Flash cards for it. And cases for the AA batteries. And soon, a camera bag. Bought a lot of sewing/cross-stitch stuff too. Silly, because I've hardly touched the small project I bought for myself right before the flight to Norway. I can't find the motivation to sit and do it. Come to think of it...I can't find the motivation to do much of anything. My suitcases are right where we put them the day they arrived (they got lost and arrived late). The kitchen work gets done, but only when I get disgusted with how it looks. I folded socks and underwear the first two or three days after I arrived...but nothing after that. I just...I can't. It sounds stupid, but it seems that all my energy drains away when I start thinking about folding things, or sweeping, or vacuuming, or whatever. It's not that I don't want to do it...I can't do it. *deep, sad sigh* I wish I was back home. I know my mate loves me very deeply, and I love him too...but I miss being home so much. I miss my routine, and I miss all my friends from work. Oh well. I'll live. I guess. Current Mood: lonely (Comment on this)
Friday, May 14th, 2004
11:37 pm	Too much stuff to worry about... Boy, it's a lot of stuff. And I know it's stupid...but the thing that's driving me really nuts right now? An infection in the corner/tip of my left middle finger...right where the side of the nail meets the skin. GAAAAAAH!! Other then that, I've been working a lot. And today I scrubbed part of the porch at the house in Charleston. Yesterday, I was told to clock out from work early because I wasn't looking too well. I conked out at 8:00pm. I didn't wake up until about 9:30 this morning. I must have really needed the sleep. Today's work wasn't too hard, and I was able to sit down and do it. I hope I'm not getting sick. I've had an unhappy tummy for at least a week now. It just doesn't like me when I feed it...all achy and uncomfortable. Oh well. It's sooner and sooner until the wedding. I really need to sit down and think of what all I have left to do. Current Mood: sleepy (Comment on this)
Friday, May 7th, 2004
11:26 pm	Grrrrrr... Whycome people don't do what they say they will? It's not even stuff I ask them to do. It's stuff they volunteer for! "Oh Becky, here...let me do this for you!" Then do it, dammit! That's okay, it's not like it's anything important. Oh wait...it is important. (And if you ever read this, Alex...it's not you I'm talking about. No sweat, luv.) Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 6th, 2004
11:55 am	Hooray for Becky! Well, I finally got off my fuzzy butt and created a LiveJournal. I had been meaning to do so for a fair bit of time...but never did. Of all the stupid reasons, it was because I couldn't decide on a username. I'm keeping a LiveJournal so all of my friends can see what I'm up to when I move. I know I always won't have many interesting things happening...but all the same, I'm sure somebody cares. So...I'm getting married soon. Real soon. And after I get married to my wonderful lifemate, I'm moving. Far away. I'm moving to Norway. That's where my mate's from, and that's where I'm going. To live in Norway. It's going to be a big change, that's for sure. But I think it's one that I can manage. I hope. But...my mate's family is very nice. I'm fairly comfortable with them...and they seem fairly comfortable with me. And I have the bestest lifemate anyone could ever have. He's wonderfully supportive, and puts up with me when I'm beesing bad or moody. I couldn't ask for a better mate. Current Mood: accomplished (Comment on this)